OK...IVE LEARN THAT IN LIFE THERE WILL BE A POINT WHEN YOU JUST LET IT GO N MOVE ON... OK.. WELL IM STARTING TO SLOWLY REALIZE THAT I CAN DO IT!! I KNOW I CAN BE STRONG..((ALTHOUGH I AM LONLEY))..BUT THATS LIFE..(((RIGHT)))...WELL, IM LOOKING MORE IN THE MIRROR AND REALIZING THAT I AM BEAUTIFUL.. N I AM SPECIAL... I JUST HAVE TO KEEP REMINDING MYSELF.. CUZ ITS HARD... NOONE UNDERSTANDS MY HURT N PAIN... IM IN IT ALONE!! SUKSSS... ANYWAY.. IM THINKING BOUT STARTING FRESH SO NOMORE (((SAD)) POST.. JUST (((HAPPY)) POST.. N IF U FIND ME SLACKING LET ME KNOWWW.... LOL... (((DEEP BREATHE!!!!!)))...EXHALE.... BE STRONG.. CUZ NOONE WILL DO 4U ... LIKE U!!!..N NONE WILL LOVE U LIKE U!!!1

OMG!!! I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF IM KEEPIN STRONG N MOVING ON... OK I CRYED A LITTLE BUT ITS TEARS OF JOY (N A LIL SADNESS) BUT I KNOW ITS TIME TO KEEP IT MOVIN... IM A GOOD GIRL (DEEP DOWN IM MAD ANGRY N FRUSTRATED!!) BUT WAT THE HECK 4 WAT IM GOING THROUGH IVE SEEN PEOPLE GO THROUGH WORSE!! I MISS MY KIDSSS THEY ARE IN FLORIDA WITH MY MOM TILL MY DIVORCE IN FINALIZED!!! (YEAH!!!!)... BUT SHE IS SUCH A BLESSING!! ( I LOVE U MOM!!)  SHE KEEPS ME STRONG N MOVING!! SHE KNOWS WAT IM GOING THROUGH IS GONNA TAKE SOME HEALING!! (LET THE HEALING PROCESS BEGIN!!) I JUST NEED THAT TIME!! I KNOW WEN I FIND THAT RIGHT PERSON THEY WILL APPRECIATE ME!! (SMILE).. IM ABOUT 2BE 26!!! I AINT GETTING ANY YOUNGER!!!

OK FOR SOME REASON I WOKE UP THIS MORNING FEELING SO DAMN FABULOUS..IDK..ITS WEIRD..WHY DO I ALWAYS GET HIT ON BUT IM STILL SINGLE.. IM NOT PICKY!!(LOL)..JUST WANA CUTIE..WITH ALOT OF POTENTIAL(DID I SPELL THAT RIGHT) (LOL)..WAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!?? OK MAYBE ITS CUZ I HAVE 3KIDS!!(LOL) IM NOT LOOKING 4 A DADDY 4 THEM THEY GOT A DADDY(AND THEY ALL FROM MY X HUSBAND)(SO ONLY 1 BABYDADDY) WE WERE 2GTR 9YRS!! HE CHEATED ON ME!! (BASTARD!!) BUT IM BETTER THEN THAT!! IM SOO LONELY!!! (SAD)..THE WINTER IS HERE WHO WANTS TO BE SINGLE IN THE COLD **** WINTER!!(HELLO!!)LOL....IM 25!! BOUT TO BE 26!! (YEAH) N IM A HARD WORKIN WOMEN WITH A WONDERFUL CAREER!! WELL LETS SEE..

OK.. NOW I HAVE MANY PEOPLE ASKING ME ON DATES N ITS WEIRD CUZ IVE NEVER REALLY BEEN IN THE DATING SCENE.. ITS CRAZY.. I DONT KNOW WAT TO LOOK 4 IN A MAN.. ITS WEIRD I KNOW.. BUT ALL MEN REALLY THINK ABOUT IS GETTING IN MY PANTS.. I HAVE 3KDSSS SO UNFORTUNATELY IM A PACKAGE DEAL.. SO U LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT.. IM JUST WORRIED ILL STAY BY MYSELF 4EVER.. IM A HARD WORKING WOMEN N THE WINTER IS HERE ITS COLD!!! N I NEED SOME WARMTH IN MY LIFE.. MAYBA ONE DAY ILL BE AS HAPPY AS I REALLY WANT 2B...

HI OMG WHY DO I FEEL SO  RELIEVED.. I GUESS IM STARTING TO REALIZE THAT I GOTTA WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE....I WANA BE HAPPY N THE ONLY WAY I CAN DO THAT IS BY MOVING ON,,, IM THROWING MYSELF IN THE DATING SCENE HEAD FIRST,,, ONLY PROBLEM IS ALL THESE INTERESTING PEOPLE I MEET JUST WANA SETTLE DWN.. N I DNT @ LEAST NOT NOW.. CUZ IM NOT READY.. MY HEART IS 2 DAMN BROKEN... WELL I KNOW IM FABULOUS N SOME ONE WILL MAKE ME HAPPY ONE DAY.. JUST NOT RIGHT NOW,,, LOL...