~My Personality

When you first meet me, i'm pretty shy and just smile alot.  But once i get comfortable around you, i'm pretty random and kinda funny, i guess.  I don't have very high self esteem, but im working on that =)

When I like someone, I am the MOST obvious, awkward, nervous spazatron alive.  I can't even look them in the eye without blushing and cramming all my words togther when I talk and I trip alot.  I always embarress myself when Im around the person that i like and im terrible at flirting with them because i get way too nervous.  Also, i always think that when someone says they really like me, i think theyre just messing with me.  It's sucks, and its just cause of my low self esteem.  Thats why whenever someone says they like me i think theyre just playing a joke so they make me get my hopes up and get all excited and then they say they dont like me anymore.

When someone doesnt like me, i always think it means that theres something wrong with me and that its always my fault.  I dont show it alot.  Ill just say like w/e.  But im thinking in my head aw man what did i do what did i do. lol.

I notice that i usually make a total **** out of myself ALOTT. =)  haha.  im trying to stop that.  i embarass myself a little too much lately. lol.

~What I Wear

I LOVE the surfer look. I love wifebeaters. I love jewlery. I love rocketdogss .  Jeans are my life.  So are fitted t's.  I will basically wear anything that I can run around in and feel comfortable in.  IIf i'm not comfortable i will NOT wear it.   .

~Loves

-Sunny Days

-Cookies =)

-Skinny Jeans

-Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz ||| (you have NO idea =))

-The time of Fall when it's cool enough to just wear a light sweater and the air is cold and fresh

-The Black Eyed Peas

-Beaches

-How some grafitti looks

-Clothes

-FASHION ♥

-Figuring out how things work

-New York Yankees (with my LIFE) ♥

-Atlantic City, New Jersey

-The Zoo (no i mean the real zoo, sorry Elvis, love you guys too thoughh)

-Swimming. But only in pools.  I have a phobia of sharks so I won't go in the ocean =/

-Dancing

-Gym Class Heros

-70° weather

-Kickball

-Concerts

-CHRISTMASS